最好的办法就是闭嘴!

家父生前有一位朋友,名叫林克宝,是海南文昌人。他曾多年与家父一起经商,生意做得很兴隆. 解放后,北越政府展开了一场工商业改造运动. 家父因想打探中国经济发展的消息,而回国探亲,  无意中从朋友口里得知什么是工商业改造运动, 所以他速回越南恰当处理问题, 结果损失不大.林伯却被蒙在鼓里,错失了良机,因此损失惨重, 心里感到郁闷,整天固步自封,很少出门. 现在把话一转,谈及有关 清朝诗词案的故事: 徐翁只因写了‘清风不识字,何事乱翻书’两句诗而被乾隆判为谋反罪, 结果徐 翁和他的儿子都被剖棺戮尸。话说回来,当刘翁访越的时候,曾有不少华人被抄家,林伯也不例外,公安在他的书架上发现了:

    ‘道德衰颓人变鬼,江山破粹我无家’ 两句诗;这两句诗本来是他在解放前写的,不过洞海当局硬说是他刚刚写的, 结果他被关进监狱里坐了十年牢. 在他被抄家那天, 我不禁写了以下的打油诗留念                 

                                                                                         我走进了信仰的园地

                                                                                         悄悄地躲在角落里

                                                                                         窥看那班过于天真的信徒

                                                                                        正在虔诚的祷告

                                                                                        面对信仰的渗透

                                                                                        他们都是社会中的大多数人

                                                                                        他们信仰的内容 : 五花八门

                                                                                        他们都以为自己的信仰是对真理的忠诚

                                                                                        都决心与‘邪魔外道’作斗争...

                                                                                        我在信仰的园地里转转

                                                                                        心中依然能够耐烦

                                                                                        在那里,我曾听说过不同的观点

                                                                                        鼓吹别人信仰的人

                                                                                        在我的眼前频频出现

                                                                                        庄严地对我说

                                                                                        信仰是生命的动力

                                                                                       人要为信仰而活...

                                                                                       他们千方百计催眠我

                                                                                      目的是想拉拢我入伙

                                                                                      我也曾说听过

                                                                                      反向思维者的理论:

                                                                                      真理会随着时间的推移而改变

                                                                                      盲目的信仰就是迷信

                                                                                      怀疑可以把旧的信仰驱走

                                                                                     替新的信仰开辟开明之道...

                                                                                     但在实际中,谁要是爱唱反调

                                                                                     谁的前途只有死路一条...

                                                                                     我既然走进了信仰的园地

                                                                                    和我所信仰的 又是我自己

                                                                                    那我必须相信:想不倒霉

                                                                                    最好的办法就是闭嘴!

                                                                                                                              廖海风       越南广平洞海     1962

 

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